목요일, 8월 28, 2008
13 days
Feel weird thinking about the impending change looming ahead..
Was it because i had to say goodbye once too many?
First it was kiwon오빠.. then it was eunjun.
Later it was mihee.
Yesterday it was to taewan and sijin.
And still i have to say it to kyochan and kyohyun..
and probably to jessica, minky and koh eun too on sat.
It just doesnt feel right that i cant have them with me for a longer period of time just when we were getting close. At least i know that it will be the same when i come back to my local friends but its another thing altogether for korean friends since ultimately they will be going back someday.
I just loathe the feeling that builds up in me thinking about losing contact with them. IT sux.
Yesterday was my last lesson with taewan and sijin and they had to put taewan in another class. Sigh. I should have asked if i could take him too. But oh well. The kid saved his hp no in my phone under 'handsome' while he was waiting for me to end class with sijin. Lol. They are both good kids but i prefer taewan cos sijin always has clashes with me. Sometimes i even get the feeling that to him, i have the potential to be a good friend but not a good teacher. For someone who had even been to israel and god-knows what other exotic places in the world, i think he needs a teacher who is much more knowledgeable than me.
Ya i admit i know little of the world out there.. i cant really be bothered.
I am a tadpole in a tupperware; to quote my 'dear' english teacher in secondary school. Ha.
Oh i forgot to mention.
I havent even yet begun my farewells to my local friends. Since im at it, might as well mention who are the peeps im gonna miss.
Lets see: Juline, kaywee, piggy zw, piggy ry, angie, jn, hy, xj, chris, kt, yunling..
So not that many actually. Lol. Which is considered good since i have enough of saying goodbyes over n over again anyway.
지금 이 느낌 아무말로 기술할 수 없네.
나 왜그래?
기뻐하게 될 수 있을텐데..
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눈물도 흘릴 뻔했다.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:35 AM